Beg and wait

You try to convince me that I am mediocre When i refuse to share the bed  You call me a provoker  While your hands are wrapped around my neck like a choker I just beg and wait.   And yes i try to push you ,i beg While you try to get inbetween my legs…

I Tried.

I tried .  I tried looking for him in the holiest places. I tried looking for him in the holiest people. I tried looking for him in rumi and in shams.  I cried ,  I screamed his name .  Asked him questions of where he was hiding and why he was hiding from me as…

The Real Super Hero

“No religion is higher then serving humanity ” “My religion is humanitarianism, which is the basis of every religion in the world.” In case you are wondering; “yes super heros exist” . you can’t see them flying around wearing red capes but surely we can look for them among ourselves . Abdul Sattar edhi ,…

I am OK

I hid my puffy eyes, by a smokey eye and fake lashes.  I hid my bruises by putting on foundation that flashes.  With red lipstick I paint a smile , I put on a new dress to show I ain’t fragile . I put on glasses to hide my tears And put on high heels…

Contribute to a verse

Before I die I hope I’ll contribute to a verse. That someone somewhere would write me in his words. Not describing my beauty But what lies within And who’ll write not about my absence But the places I have been . Someone who’ll write about the attributes of my nature. And mention me as a…

The Dream Collectors Art Group (free as a bird)

Hola Dream Collectors. I hope you’re doing well . You may have noticed that this post is a bit different from my usual posts  . That’s because today I’ll be sharing the art work from my art group . The dream collectors art group is a community where artist from all over the world  paint…

Just one random day

Just one random day, someone comes in your life and makes you feel incredibly happy. He looks at you with so much love in his eyes and makes you feel like the most beautiful woman in the entire universe. Just one random day , he starts taking care of you like no one else . …

Out and About/Trip to the walled city of lahore(Airport day)

DAY 1 Hola every one .I was born and raised in Riyadh,Saudi Arabia and I have never stepped out of this country in my whole life. I have travelled a lot within the country but this was my first time even on the airplane. I was so excited that I finished packing 3 months before my…

#Wreck this journal wednesdays

Hola everyone. Yes today is Wednesday again, which means its a wreck this journal Wednesday. It was time to do the introduction page ,so I decided to get all crafty with it .As the page was about the owner of the book ,I decided to illustrate a very chic girl . The top  was just…

Like a woman

When I was 4, I was painting on this giant blank canvas, which was unfortunately the wall of my room. My mother said, “My little princess what are you doing. Girls don’t make a mess. Be like a woman. ” And I thought mommy was right. When I was 6, I was playing football with the boys who lived…

#Wreck this journal wednesday/ To create is to destroy

Hola everyone. So here we are again ,wrecking this journal. When I first turned the page , the first thing i saw was ” TO CREATE IS TO DESTROY “and immediately a picture popped in my head ; a picture of a girl’s head blasted with colors. So I went to my table and basically…

I Wonder.

I wonder if he ever misses me. If he ever looks at the sky and thinks somewhere in this wide world I’m there, under the same sky.  I wonder if he ever looks are my picture before he falls asleep. I wonder if I ever pop in his head as the first thought when he…