Beg and wait

You try to convince me that I am mediocre When i refuse to share the bed  You call me a provoker  While your hands are wrapped around my neck like a choker I just beg and wait.   And yes i try to push you ,i beg While you try to get inbetween my legs…

I Tried.

I tried .  I tried looking for him in the holiest places. I tried looking for him in the holiest people. I tried looking for him in rumi and in shams.  I cried ,  I screamed his name .  Asked him questions of where he was hiding and why he was hiding from me as…

I am OK

I hid my puffy eyes, by a smokey eye and fake lashes.  I hid my bruises by putting on foundation that flashes.  With red lipstick I paint a smile , I put on a new dress to show I ain’t fragile . I put on glasses to hide my tears And put on high heels…

Contribute to a verse

Before I die I hope I’ll contribute to a verse. That someone somewhere would write me in his words. Not describing my beauty But what lies within And who’ll write not about my absence But the places I have been . Someone who’ll write about the attributes of my nature. And mention me as a…

Just one random day

Just one random day, someone comes in your life and makes you feel incredibly happy. He looks at you with so much love in his eyes and makes you feel like the most beautiful woman in the entire universe. Just one random day , he starts taking care of you like no one else . …

Like a woman

When I was 4, I was painting on this giant blank canvas, which was unfortunately the wall of my room. My mother said, “My little princess what are you doing. Girls don’t make a mess. Be like a woman. ” And I thought mommy was right. When I was 6, I was playing football with the boys who lived…

The new ME

I am scared of the new me. The me that doesn’t smile. The me that doesn’t laugh at every single thing. The me that doesn’t dance. The me that stays in bed the whole day and night. The me that doesn’t cry and eyes are as dry and dead as a barren land. The me that doesn’t cry from her eyes, but from her wrist; not tears…

The other kind of orphan

There are two kinds of orphans. The ones who never knew who their parents were or their parents left them at an orphanage or their parents died . And then there is the other kind; the unfortunate ones .Who knows who their parents are. They are the ones whose parents are alive and they live with them. Both of…

My once glowing skin

My once glowing skin that I  cherished and hid behind a thousand closed doors to protect it from damages ,as one hide its treasures; Is now jeweled with shining beads of my precious blood.   As I cut through my skin ;it puffs and burns a little. A smile conquers my lips as i see it…

The ; project

When the end is turned into a new beginning When you could’ve killed yourself, but chose to live When you could’ve had a sad ending, but you kept looking for a happily ever after When you could’ve broken into a million pieces, but chose to stand tall When you could’ve cried till death, but you chose to smile for life When you could’ve given up,…

I want a new start for new year .

What do I want for new year ?. What’s my new years resolution?. Everyone asked me .I felt as if someone stabbed me in the heart ; but I said with a smile as bright as the fire works in the sky .” Nothing special ,just the general goals . Get a job , get…

HELLO FROM THE OTHER SIDE.

Hello dream collectors. I really wanted to start a blog for a long time . so I thought why not try wordpress; And what is the best time to start a blog, then new year’s eve . I know at this moment I have 0 followers and no one is reading this,but anyways In this…